Strange

I never pinned myself as much of a blogger, but here I am blogging. Although it is for a class and I probably would not have gone and done this on my own, I'm actually glad I'm doing this, mostly because I tend to keep ideas to myself. Although it's unfamiliar now, hopefully I can adapt and start sharing. The problem for me always seems to be based on other people, when realistically I should just worry about myself and my ideas. So for me the purpose of this blog is to do just that: worry about my ideas and my artwork. Also I'd like to get feedback from others, all the while allowing myself to convey my ideas and thoughts freely.

I'm beginning to realize that this is starting to sound selfish. I'm just trying to say that I usually worry about other people and what they will think of me and what they do think of me and what they thought of me and on and on. Of course I can see the value in this, but I can also see how over-valuing it can lead to less risk and less creativity. I want to be creative and let it happen. Strangely enough I was not looking forward to this blog but in writing this I've realized that it maybe I actually am. I just need to let it happen.